I’m very sad to write that my wonderful dog Buzbuz, the voice of these blogs, died in spring, shortly after the last post.
I’m not sure what I will do with the blog as it was all about her, but I wanted to say what an amazing dog Buzbuz was and how much she is missed. I don’t think she was ever the same after Cinderella died. She missed her mum and missed knowing what she was supposed to do: Cinderella had been in charge since Buzbuz was born. She pined for her mum and retreated inside herself. I think she had some sort of dementia and would wander around the house looking as though she didn’t know where she was. Her last day was spent being cuddled on the sofa, in a blanket in my arms. She stayed there the whole day. I think she knew it was time to go and I think she was ready.
She was very much MY dog and I will miss her forever. I will especially miss all the times she would come and sit close by me, fix her eyes on me and hum and mutter as though she had so many things to tell me. I will miss stroking that beautiful red coat and watching her disco dancing on the carpet, begging for more tickles with her tiny paws.
Thank you for all the love and happy memories. XXX